Another year without you / Nicki Bailey (Lil Sis Always )
Well Sis,another Christmas without u It don't get any easier at all.....it don't feel like Christmas this year,nowhere near it,jus wish u were here wit us The girls r lookin 4ward 2 it tho Jus gonna be me + the girls,oh an Demi,this year,jus gonna have a girlie Christmas....
Shannon gave us a bit of a scare last Sunday nite as i'm sure u saw! I knew u were watchin over her an keepin her safe an made sure everything was ok. She's gonna be 12 on New Years Day,she's so grown up an everyone keeps sayin how much she looks like u! She actually looks a LOT like u,especially in sum of the pics from wen u were her age!
Carlie is still goin 2 college,she's doin realli well. She wants 2 be a paramedic wen she's finished college an i'm realli proud of her for choosin a career like that. Can u jus imagine her if a patient gives her a bit of abuse or trys hittin her.....she'll knock em out lol!!!
Libby is jus Libby!! Jus as hypo as ever but i dont want to put her on Ritalin jus yet,altho it's lookin like i will be puttin her on it VERY soon cos she's a nightmare!! She's on sleepin tablets an she still don't sleep!!! She goes into hospital at the end of January,i don't need 2 tell u why cos u already kno an there's 2 many nosey people about!!!
Me,well u kno me Sis,no matter wat shit i get i jus carry on Been seein sum1 for a few weeks an we get on ok,he even manages 2 put up wit my moods lol!!! Kelly has been doin mad hair colours on me as usual but u kno wat im like wit my hair,i like 2 be different,its black an pink at the min but who knows wat she will do next lol.
Anway Sis i s'pose i better get off here an start gettin things ready 4 2mz,still got presents 2 wrap lol,not sure theres enough room left under my tree lol!! Jus can't wait 4 it all 2 be over an done wit,hate Christmas an New Year now.
I miss u sooooo much Sis an i'm sorri i don't cum on here that often but it hurts so much wen i cum on here cos then i kno that it's real an i don't want it 2 be anymore.....
Well Xmas is drawing in on us, our second without you. No easier this year than it was last. All our memorial cards are on the tree. I put urs and Bri's next to each other this year. We're all finding it hard and all missing you so much. I fixed your site for xmas. I hope u like it and ur song :).
I have the girls this weekend while scott and my mum and dad n Nicki and her mates go to the emirates (loosers) Wil be funny though coz ur bro is in the Arsenal stands Ha ha. Carlie said he shouldnt go n Nicki wants him to wear an Arsenal shirt :). Taking the girls and Roo to see santa. Shannon asked me if she had to sit on santa's knee Ha Ha!! I think i might make her :).
Doing Nicki and Carlie's nails for their xmas pressie on sat too. Be qualified by end jan then can start charging full price YAY!! he he.
Me and Libby are going to Auntie Kirsty's and Uncle Scott's tomorrow to decorate their tree,but were not staying there,we were meant to do it next weekend but Auntie Kirsty said Uncle Scott wanted to do it sooner lol.
I miss you so much,i wish you were here with us,Christmas is here soon.It's going to be weird again.
Right i got to go now,i only came on to write a quick message.
still here / Scott
hey sis i know its been forever since i have been on here, but over the last i dont know how long, i just aint wanted to. not for any reason just because before i felt like i had to, to be a good brother, to keep coming on and saying and telling you stuff. and know i know i dont have to, to be a good brother. you know i love you, i know i love you and we both know how much i miss you and thats enough for me, and if you dont like it that way then you will just have to come back one day and tell me that!! lol. and i would give anything for one more day, one more hour, one more minute, one more touch!! love you sam xx Close
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Miss You xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx / Shannon Bailey (Neice)Read >>
Miss You xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx / Shannon Bailey (Neice)
Hello Auntie Sam.
Just come on to write a quick message.
I stayed at Uncle Scotts and Auntie Kirstys last Friday, it was really fun. We played on Mariokart and I came 1st! LOL. Only once though! LOL. Oh well better than not coming first.
Schools okay its just traveling there and back and getting up early! LOL
Right I got to go now see you soon love you loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Just wanted to tell you that you made a beautiful site for your sister-in-law or your sis as you call yourself. I think it's so wonderful that you and Sam were such good friends that your able to call yourselves sisters.
Life isn't always fair and it hurts so much when we lose our loved ones. The hurt never goes away, we just learn to live with it. Sam was really lucky to have such a loving and caring brother in her life. I never had a brother and I always wanted one. They were lucky to have each other.
You should be proud that you were always there for Sam and I can only hope that Sam and Brian are together, forever in enternity!
Need you more than ever! / Shannon Bailey (Neice)Read >>
Need you more than ever! / Shannon Bailey (Neice)
Hello,
Well I've had another falling out with Amber,cause she keeps saying i'm boring and blaming all this stuff on me.But mum just says ignore her i'm better then her.So i do. On Friday Reigan's mum gave us a lift to the bus stop and at school Amber told Daisy and her brother not to talk to Reigan and me,but i don't get why she said Reigan,she hasn't done anything? I just try and ignore her now.
Mum and Carlie-anne had a big row today I don't like it when they argue.Mum said Carlie-anne's not allowed back,but it will be really weird and we'll miss her.It just always happens to our family and i hate it. I wish i wern't here.
It's gone down from 1 week 6 days to 1 day! It's gone so quick. I've got all my stuff and I'm all packed now I'm just excited And i've got all my Euro's now, i got 75They look really different I'll really miss everyone at home Uncle Scott brought B and Roo over yesterday so i could say bye to them. I'll miss them loads too Me and mum went up town yesterday and got the rest of my bits I have got to be up by 2am! And were leaving at 3am! How early!! Mum and Carlie said they will stay up to say bye to me and me and Carlie have to get Lacey up so she can say bye too. I'm just so excited, i'll be sitting over there in the nice hot sunny weather and be in the pool and it will probably be raining here
It just feels so weird you not being here I miss you so much just wish you could be here but you can't Only if dreams could come true. I'd wish a million and more. And they'd be all the same Right i got to go now and make sure i got everything
Been thinking today how dif life would be if Bri was still here. Cant believe this time 3 years ago we were looking forward to ur wedding completely unaware that fate had a different idea. I'll never forget that phone going n our lives changing forever. I'll never forget u getting out of the car on Brian funeral n our hearts breaking to see u like that. So fragile, so scared, so heart broken. I was so proud of u that day. U stood there reading that poem with Georgia. U did it for Bri. I hate the fact that none of us had the courage or strength to do the same for u. U pretended to b so strong, but u werent. How much Bri leaving has changed our lives!!
I hope u did find him when u left. You knew the heart ache we would all feel so I truely hope you too found each other.
collage/ Carlie Bailey (Neice)
Helo auntie sam, well i went and got my gcses results today didnt do that bad got 2 D's and 2 G's but atleast i still get and chance to go to collage and not be a bum lol ill come back on soon love you lots xxx Close
Miss Youu xxx / Shannon Bailey (Neice)
Hello Auntie Sam,:)
I'm really scared,im leaving primary school Wednesday! Three days,ahhh! Hopefully i'll be okay, i should be anyway:)
I had sports day Friday,it was really cool.My team won and there was only 5 of us! In the rest of the teams the must of been about 9-10! There was a really funny one where we had to stand holding eachothers hands around the tree an there was a hoop an we had to get it over us without touchin it with our hands,but i got twisted:L It was really fun,mum came to watch me an took Roo, he was cheering my team on lol.
Moira,my counsellor gave me a poetry book to help me because of all whats happening and everything,people dont understand though they think they have bigger family problems,but no worse then you dying on my birthday,that was the worst thing ever.She said she was going to talk to Maggie a counsellor at Falmer,so hopefully i'll get counselling there.
We are all growing up so fast,Roo is starting to talk more now,bless him.We have him Monday to Friday while Uncle Scott is at work and have Brooke until about 5.00pm.Were going to have him in the summer holidays sometimes aswell i think.
I Love and miss you soo soo much i wish you was here,i WANT you to be here.
Miss You / Carlie Bailey (Niece)
Hello Aunite Sam, Hope your alright up there? its still hard knowing that your gone but i will tresure the good times i think about you everyday just thinknig what your doing right now and stuff. i look at ur pictures everyday got loads of you in my room :) i wish the family cud just talk again i'll admit it i do miss all the family talking i want to go and see nan i was thinking about ringing her up and asking if i cud go and see her but im scared incase she says no but its worth a try so i might just ring her the worst i can get is a no. wish you was still here with us right now but i no your sprit is with us. miss you so much princess see you soon loads you loads never gna forget you look after max for me his a special one xxxxxxxx Close
Got Brookes school report yesterday and yet again she has exceeded the national standards in every subject. 3rd Years in a row. So proud of her. Ur knob head brother thinks she gets that from him, Yeah right!!!! so obviuously get it from me, I'm the one with the NVQ LOL.
Its glorious sunshine in Yorkshire so just enjoying a spot of sunbathing LOL. See what ur missing, U and ur obsession with the sun PMSL
Well I know u've been watching us all so u know whats going on but me and Scott sorted our differences and i'm getting the help I need. U know what Scotts like some times he just needs me to leave for him to remember what he has and how to treat me. Problem is when we do have a break people stick there noses in and it causes rows then when we sort it more people have to be sorted not just me and scott and apparently some things cant be fixed and if people want to be like that then thats fine, dont bother me.
Well my new job is going well. Its very exciting working for someone as prestigous as Mark Hill was bit daunting when I first met him but he's really nice so its ok. Its hard work, I'm bloody shagged every night but its cool. Putting flat on the market this week so been looking at houses. Seen a few we like in Beverley but me and scott will prob work in Hull (well I do now so will imagine he will end up working there too) so I had a look at houses in Hull and can get a FOUR bed and have money left over Woo or buy out right and have no mortgage. How cool will that be. thats y were moving have a gorgeous house and a car and a dog LOL. So cheap up here. I miss the kids and scott but only just over 2 weeks till I see them again.
Anyway, thought I would fill u in LOL. Its a big move for us but its def the right one. theres nothing for Scott in Brighton now, No mum, no dad no U so be good to have a fresh start.
Miss Youu xxx / Shannon Bailey (Neice) Hey Auntie Sam,
well i went for a taster day on friday at Falmer,it was really scary! a year 10 asked me to have a photo done with someone i dont even no.i wish you was here so i could tell you in person it dont seem right writing it down.
ive had another argument with amber last night,she brings all different things an people into it it really does my head in!!
anyway im going now, ill be back on soon,lovee you, see you soon xx Close
Tributes and Condolences
It don't get any easier at all.....it don't feel like Christmas this year,nowhere near it,jus wish u were here wit us 
Jus gonna be me + the girls,oh an Demi,this year,jus gonna have a girlie Christmas....
I don't like it when they argue.Mum said Carlie-anne's not allowed back,but it will be really weird and we'll miss her.It just always happens to our family and i hate it. I wish i wern't here.
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